Three Commandments
Sermon for Sunday, July 26, 2009 (Year B, Proper 12)
Jesus took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated; so also the fish, as much as they wanted. (John 6:11)
This morning’s gospel reading includes St. John’s versions of Jesus feeding the 5,000 and Jesus walking on the water. These two stories are often treated as a single unit, because in three of the four gospels — Mark, Matthew, and John — they are paired. Luke has the feeding story, but not Jesus walking on the water.
As I said a few weeks ago, for many Christians the miracles are problematic. They appear to represent a violation of the natural order of things. For some, and perhaps most people raised in a rational, scientific age, these stories challenge our ability to “suspend disbelief.” It seems we must either come up with a rational explanation for what happened, or write off these stories as mere fairy tales.
This eternal quest to unpack the “how?” of the miracles has led, in the case of the feeding story, to tortured explanations of how Jesus provided food for a crowd numbering some 5,000 men and, we assume, women and children in addition. Some speculate that Jesus’ preaching about compassion persuaded those who had brought food for their own use to share with their less well provisioned neighbors. Others say that the feeding was spiritual in nature, and did not involve real bread and fish. And some just don’t know what to make of this “large shared lunch,” as one commentator refers to it.
The same kind of problem crops up around Jesus walking on the water. I’m told that the Greek here allows various translations. The traditional rendering is that Jesus came walking “on the sea.” However, the Greek could be translated, “at the sea,” that is, along the shoreline; or “in the sea,” perhaps meaning in the surf. As with the feeding of the multitude, Jesus’ stroll “on the sea” has resulted in much speculation, including tired jokes about knowing where the rocks are. Thomas Jefferson famously resolved the question for himself with a pocket knife. He didn’t solve the riddle. He surgically removed it from his Bible.
Since we were not there, we have no basis for deciding how what happened, happened. And in any case the “how?” of the miracles is the least interesting aspect of these stories. As I have suggested before, the question we ought to ask is not “how?” but “why?” Why did Jesus do what he did? Why did the gospel writers include these stories? Why are they important to us today?
One thing to bear in mind about John’s handling of the miracles is that they just don’t work. By that I mean that they don’t produce the effect we typically assume they should have, which is to engender deep faith in Jesus as the Christ, the Son of God, the Messiah. However persuasive you and I might find the miracles, it appears that most of those who witnessed these mighty acts of power did not continue to follow Jesus. They received the benefits, such as food in the wilderness; and they had an immediate positive reaction; but in the end they packed up and went home. They did not become disciples; they did not take up their cross and follow the Master. Keep this in mind. It’s a key to understanding the two stories we have this morning.
As for the stories themselves, let’s look first at the second story — Jesus walking on the water. After the feeding of the multitude, Jesus realizes that the crowd wants to make him king. In a time and place where most people eked out a living by subsistence farming, someone who can conjure food out of thin air would be most impressive — the ultimate labor-saving device. So the crowd wants to institutionalize their good luck by replacing Herod with a kind of lunch cart with legs. Jesus eludes them. John reports that he “withdrew again to the mountain by himself.” (John 6:15) The disciples, Jesus’ little band of friends, then set off in a boat for Capernaum, Jesus’ home base. This seems a bit odd. They are sailing home without Jesus. Why they left without him isn’t explained. In any case, a storm blows up, the disciples row against the wind for three or four miles, and after awhile we can imagine that they are getting tired and a bit desperate. And then… along comes Jesus! The disciples are terrified, but Jesus reassures them, “It is I; do not be afraid.” They want to take him into the boat, but immediately they reach their destination. (John 6:19-21)
Now, in Christian iconography the boat is typically a symbol for the Church. If you see a boat sailing along in a stained glass window, the artist wants you to think “Church.” And again, in European church architecture, churches often look like upside down boats. Look up! Above your heads you’ll see the “keel” running down the center of this room, with the trusses serving as the “ribs” of the structure, and the roof and walls as the “hull.” You are seated in the “crew’s quarters,” the central part of the room called the nave. That word comes from the Latin navis, or ship, from which we also get our English words navy and naval. This suggests that we are, indeed, the crew of this ecclesiastical vessel, having been mustered into the Lord’s service at baptism, and Jesus is our captain.
Returning to the story, I think it’s interesting to note the reaction of the “crew” to Jesus’ unconventional appearance. John reports that the disciples are terrified, and their first impulse is to get Jesus into the boat. Are they afraid Jesus might drown and want to save him? More likely, they are afraid of what Jesus — who thinks nothing of being unconventional — might expect of them! Perhaps he might even suggest that they, his friends, join their Master in his stroll on a stormy sea!
So, if the purpose of this miracle — walking on the water — is to produce faith in the people who witness it, it seems to be a dud. What it does, in fact, is lay bare the disciples’ fear. And if this is true, then perhaps we see why John, along with Matthew and Mark, included this story in his gospel. It has something important to say about the Church and fear.
Last week a friend sent me an item from the On A Journey web site, written by Tom Ehrich, a former Wall Street Journal reporter who became an Episcopal priest. After serving parishes in Indiana, Missouri, and North Carolina, he now leads workshops and retreats for lay persons and clergy. In his online comment Fr. Ehrich observes how pervasive fear is in our society. “Politicians of a certain stripe,” he says, “make an art of instilling fear and then offering to remove it, in exchange for diminished freedom. Advertisers bombard us with messages designed to make us afraid of aging, illness, insufficient beauty, the opposite sex, thick ankles, and financial meltdown.”
Then he goes on to say, “In the church world where I have spent most of my adult life, fear is by far the dominant factor.” Some in the Church, as in society, use fear to control their neighbors, because “[i]t is easier to make people afraid than to live into God’s future. I have heard their fervent pleas, nicely clothed in theology, Bible verses and tradition, and I now know that it was nothing [more] than fear speaking. Fear of change, fear of strangers, fear of financial failure, fear of offending someone, especially the leading families, fear of women, fear of men, fear of youth, fear of noise, fear of making mistakes, fear of losing tax exemption, fear of growth, fear of modernity, fear of clergy, fear of laity, fear of God — the list seems endless.”
Fr. Ehrich concludes by noting that “Jesus gave us only three commandments. None had to do with sexuality, doctrine, liturgy, buildings, institutions or orthodoxy. One was, ‘Love God.’ The second was, ‘Love your neighbor.’ The third was, ‘Do not be afraid.’” (Ehrich, www.onajourney.org 7/24/09)
If it isn’t pushing the architectural image too far, I have to point out that this lovely, boat-shaped church of ours is upside down, with the crew huddled inside! You don’t have to be much of a sailor to wonder how far you can sail in a capsized boat! In any case, the crew in today’s story — our Lord’s friends — responds to Jesus’ stroll in the storm with fear, only to find themselves suddenly ashore on “the land toward which they were going.” (John 6:21) This story, then, seems to be about our difficulty trusting Jesus when the Church is caught in a storm. To often we set off without Jesus… we respond with fear when he shows up uninvited and does something (or asks us to do something) unconventional, something that might make the neighbors talk… and we mask our fear by trying to drag Jesus into the boat and make him behave.
The Feeding of the Five Thousand provides another image of the Church. As we’ve seen over the past weeks, Jesus and his disciples have been trailed by crowds wherever they go. Now a huge mass of people, numbering some 5,000, is coming toward them. Jesus decides that this mob must be fed. However, the only food they have is “five barley loaves and two fish” which a young boy has brought. Andrew asks, “[W]hat are they among so many people?” (John 6:9) Then, in a scene with obviously eucharistic overtones, Jesus takes the loaves and fish, and gives thanks to God. When the food is distributed and all have eaten, the leftovers fill twelve baskets — twelve being a holy number, signifying completeness.
Here again, fear is evident. Faced with the task of feeding a multitude, the disciples say, “We don’t have enough money… all we have is a snack brought by a mere child.” They would be happy to send the people off to fend for themselves, or just let them go hungry. Yet in the hands of Jesus, their scarcity becomes his abundance, their poverty becomes his bounty, and their fear is answered by the Son’s trust in the Father.
I wonder if anyone who witnessed this miracle noticed how Jesus dealt with this fear. Certainly not the disciples — for a few hours later, on the stormy lake, they are terrified yet again by the unexpected. And certainly not the people — for when Jesus makes it clear he won’t play their game of “I’ll make you king if you give me a free lunch,” the crowd loses interest and goes back to whatever they were doing before Jesus wandered by. Again, if the purpose of this miracle is to create faith, then the miracle misfired. The crowd didn’t believe, and left. The disciples, although mired in their doubts and fears, stayed on. We at least have to give them that.
As I say, the feeding of the 5,000 is another image of the Church struggling with its fears. Like Fr. Ehrich, I have seen fear at work in the Body. Years ago, at my Detroit church, I was trying to introduce contemporary language worship at the main service, along with Rite Two service music and the then-new Hymnal 1982. This did not make me popular with the older choir members, most of whom had been singing together since the 1950s and venerated the customs of their childhood church. My Senior Warden’s father was titular head of the choir, and this man complained bitterly to his son about all these changes the Rector was making, changes he was certain would destroy the parish. So my Warden came to me one day and said, “You have to remember that the church is a voluntary association. Your job is to give people what they want. If you don’t, they will leave.”
Do you hear the fear in what this young man said? Fear of change… fear of offending someone, especially the leading families… fear of financial failure… fear of growth… fear that we may be asked to sing a song we don’t know, or celebrate communion using unfamiliar words… fear that the person at the other end of my pew, or in the pulpit, will be someone who is different, who is unlike us, who may say or do something which offends us.
Perhaps my warden forgot, or never even knew, that our Lord gave us only three commandments: love God, love your neighbor, do not be afraid.
St. John’s Church in Grand Haven is now embarked on a most important adventure: we are searching for a new Rector. Already our Search Committee has invested an incredible amount of time and energy and creativity in this process, and that investment will grow over the coming weeks. We hope that our Searchers will soon have, if not a large number, then at least a reasonable number of talented candidates, one of whom, by God’s grace, will be a good and faithful priest ready to lead St. John’s along the next leg of our spiritual journey.
As we look ahead to welcoming this new priest, let us not become mired in fear of what this change in clergy leadership will bring. Rather, let us be confident that the Lord is with us in the midst of whatever stormy weather our little “ship of Church” may encounter. Christ will guide us safely to the land toward which we are heading. And if at times the task seems more than we can handle, more than our energy and resources can support, let us remember that when the 5,000 were fed, it was Jesus who provided the food, while the disciples distributed it to the crowd. The burden does not rest on our shoulders alone. We work with our Lord, ministering from the abundance of his grace.
Love God. Love your neighbor. Do not be afraid. Amen.
— The Rev. John E. Laycock, Interim Pastor
Readings for Year B, Proper 12: Lesson — 2 Kings 4:42-44 | Gradual — Psalm 145:10-19 | Epistle — Ephesians 3:14-21 | John 6:1-21
Collect for Proper 12:
O God, the protector of all who trust in you, without whom nothing is strong, nothing is holy: Increase and multiply upon us your mercy; that, with you as our ruler and guide, we may so pass through things temporal, that we lose not the things eternal; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.