Learning to Fly
Sermon for Sunday, April 19, 2009 (Year B, Easter 2)
[Thomas] said to them, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands… I will not believe.” (John 20:25)
Today is the Second Sunday of Easter, for which the traditional reading is this passage from St. John about Thomas. Poor old Tom. Generations of Christians have regarded him with benign contempt, if not outright destain, and have given him the nickname “Doubting Thomas,” because of this report in John’s gospel.
Like Mary Magdalene, Thomas is one of those people we know well, yet know little about. We can’t even be sure what his name was! I’m told that in Aramaic the word “Thomas” means “twin.” In John’s gospel — written, of course, in Greek — his name, Thomas, is followed by the Greek word Didymus, or “twin,” which is probably the name by which he was known among Greek-speaking Christians. Why is he “the Twin?” Perhaps he had a twin brother who was known to the disciples. Perhaps he was the twin of one of the other disciples. Some have even gone so far as to suggest that he was the twin brother of Jesus — although that, in my opinion, creates something of a theological problem, starting with two babies in the manger at Bethlehem!
A few commentators have noted that his name turns up in the middle of the list of disciples in all four gospels, suggesting that Thomas was neither the most important nor the least important of our Lord’s twelve friends. They may be right, but that argument reminds me of the endless speculation about power relationships within the Soviet Union’s leadership based on who-stood-where on top of Lenin’s Tomb.
In any case, in John’s gospel we get some idea of Thomas’ personality. For instance, at one point Jesus decides to go into Judea even at the risk of being stoned by his opponents. When his disciples urge caution, Jesus overrules them. Thomas then declares, “Let us also go, that we may die with him.” Old Tom, then, has a bit of bravado about him. (John 11:7-16)
Again, at the Last Supper Jesus tells his disciples that he is going to the Father. In a passage often read at funerals, Jesus says, “In my Father’s house there are many dwelling-places… if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also. And you know the way to the place where I am going.” Thomas quickly admits that he doesn’t know the way. This sets the stage for one of Jesus’ “I am” sayings: “I am the way, and the truth, and the life.” (John 14:1-6) Alas, this exchange makes Thomas look a little slow on the uptake, although there is nothing to indicate that the other disciples knew the way either.
Finally, we have today’s reading. Jesus appears to the disciples on the evening of the Day of Resurrection, but Thomas is off running some errand. When he returns and the others tell him that they have seen the Lord, Thomas declares, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.” (John 20:25) A week later — that is, on the evening of the Sunday following Easter, which is today! — Jesus again appears and Thomas is granted his desire to see the wounds with his own eyes. Convinced that Jesus is truly alive, he says, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus responds by saying, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.” (John 20:28-29)
It’s that comment — our Lord’s comparison of Thomas with those who believed without seeing — that has dogged old Tom down the centuries and made him appear as the one disciple who doubts. The general consensus is that Thomas is stubbornly loyal to Jesus, but maybe just a bit dull. However, I think that’s grossly unfair.
First of all, the gospels are awash in people who have difficulty believing in Jesus, both before and after the resurrection. For example, we have Mary, our Lord’s mother, who at the Annunciation clearly doubts what the archangel Gabriel tells her and, in effect, says, “Me? Pregnant? You’ve got to be kidding.” (Luke 1:34) We have the disciples in the storm, who doubt if Jesus cares whether they live or die. (Matt. 8:25-26) We have Peter trying to walk on the water, but sinking under the weight of his doubt. (Matt. 14:31) We have the rich ruler who, when Jesus asks him to sell all he has, give the proceeds to the poor, and follow him, doubts what Jesus says and goes off sad. (Luke 18:23) And there’s the scribes who see Jesus heal the paralytic, but doubt his authority. (Luke 9:3) And there’s all those folks who doubted Jesus’ power when he seemed unable to prevent Lazarus from dying. (John 11:37) And, of course, there’s all the disciples who wrote off Mary Magdalene’s report of the resurrection as an idle tale. (Luke 24:11) When it comes to doubt, Thomas has lots of company.
Is Thomas called “Doubting” because he believed on the evidence of his own eyes? That was exactly the same evidence the other disciples were given, only one week earlier!
No, I think old Tom has gotten a bum rap. And all this emphasis on his supposed doubt misses the point John is trying to make. His point, I think, is simply that believing takes effort, at least for us adults. Children believe very easily. They are very alive to the spiritual side of life, as Jesus points out when he says that we must be like children to enter the kingdom. (Matt. 18:3) But as we grow older, we cover up our natural openness to the reality beyond this world with layer upon layer of sophistication and skepticism and worldly wisdom. And being so hardened, we can find believing very difficult.
How, then, are we to believe that Jesus rose from the dead? Perhaps the best analogy is that believing — having faith in God, believing in the resurrection — is something like a trapeze act. To make the move from one bar (unbelief) to the other bar (faith), it’s necessary to let go of the first and grab hold of the second. But in between — and here’s the really hard part!… in between there is that brief but rather scary moment when you have hold of neither the former nor the latter, and are quite literally flying!
Now I’ve never been on a trapeze in my life, but I suspect that if a peerson is to master the trapeze, she needs three things in particular: knowledge of her equipment, trust in her coworkers, and courage to use her own abilities. Let’s consider this just briefly:
First, if faith is like working on a trapeze, then knowledge of our equipment requires having some equipment to work with! We need to know Holy Scripture, the stories of both the Old Testament and the New, and in particular the story of the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ. We get that information here at church for the most part — in Sunday School if you are a young person, and in the Liturgy of the Word at the Eucharist if you are older. Think of both as “age-appropriate Christian education.” Of course, Bible study groups and other Christian education situations are also helpful. But the point is that without this exposure to the basic data of Christianity, a person has no equipment to work with.
Second, making that leap of faith — learning to fly! — requires that we trust our coworkers. In this context, that certainly means those of us who are ordained and preach, although I think our role is overemphasized. The people who have the greatest ability to help someone believe are, first, the person’s parents (and godparents) through their own life of prayer and witness, and second, those friends who are willing to share their own journeys of spiritual growth and service to God’s people. In this sense faith is a bit like the common cold: you catch it from other people.
And third, believing requires that we have courage to use our own God-given abilities, most especially our brains. In this, perhaps I am hopelessly sunk in the Anglican way! Our branch of Christianity has always asserted that the mysteries of the Divine truth are accessible to, and in accord with, reason. In other words, we can discern the right path by using our intellectual faculties. God did not give us brains in order to keep our ears from clanging together! God gave us intelligence in order that we may apprehend his presence in scripture, in others, in our world, and in our own hearts.
Now, that does not deny the important role of emotion in faith. Faith without emotion is a chilly affair at best, and a dangerous one at worst. But at the same time, faith which is not grounded in reason will, in the end, be a house built on sand, ready to be swept away in the first strong storm.
Jesus himself modeled just such a reasonable faith — a faith with intellectual integrity — when he kept asking both his friends and his opponents whether they had read this or that passage of Holy Scripture. In Matthew: “Have you not read that he who made them from the beginning made them male and female…?” (Matt. 19:4) And again: “…as for the resurrection of the dead, have you not read what was said to you by God…?” (Matt. 22:31) In Mark: “Have you never read what David did, when he was in need and was hungry…?” And again: “Have you not read this scripture: the very stone which the builders rejected…?” In Luke: “What is written in the law? How do you read?”
In other words, like Jesus, we must have the courage to use the intellectual gifts that God has given us in order to seek the truth. If we are willing to approach Holy Scripture with intellectual integrity, and to put our faith to work in a world too often beset by injustice and violence, then we will live in the power of the resurrection.
In a few minutes, Chloe Nicole Hansen will be baptized into the one, holy, catholic, and apostolic Church. Because she is only a few months old, she cannot today appreciate what this little ritual means, but I truly hope that her parents and godparents will, over the years, help her to understand that on Sunday, April 19, 2009, she was sealed by the Holy Spirit in baptism and marked as Christ’s own forever. There will certainly be times when Chloe harbors doubts about her faith. So do we all. But I pray that with the good equipment the Church can provide, with trust in those who educate and guide her, and with the courage to use her God-given abilities, Chloe will make that flying leap into the fullness of faith and in time inherit the kingdom prepared for her from the foundation of the world. (Matt. 25:34) Amen.
— The Rev. John E. Laycock, Interim Pastor
Readings for Year B, Easter 2: Lesson — Acts 4:32-35 | Gradual — Psalm 133 | 1 John 1:1-2:2 | Gospel — John 20:19-31
Collect for Easter 2:
Almighty and everlasting God, who in the Paschal mystery established the new covenant of reconciliation: Grant that all who have been reborn into the fellowship of Christ’s Body may show forth in their lives what they profess by their faith; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.